When the heart of my heart tells me no.

Friday, October 31

I DARESAY I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING WHAT YOU SAID I DID.

SO IF YOU WANT IT THIS WAY, I'M TOTALLY FINE WITH IT.

WELL IF YOU THINK I'M GONNA FEEL GUILTY OR ANYTHING

YOU'RE SO FREAKIN' WRONG.

AND I DON'T GIVE TWO HOOTS ABOUT WHAT THE HELL YOU SILLY MORONS THINK ABOUT ME.

GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU BULLSHIT HERE AND THERE

BECAUSE NOT DOING SO MAKES YOU LOOK DAMN STUPID.

Thank you very much.

Wednesday, October 29

HOMG! this is damn freakin' cool man!

DEON IS CREDITTED FOR DISCOVERING THIS OH-SO-COOL! THING~ ;DD

"Hello Fiona?"

*groggy* "Huh? Hi good morning sweetie"
[i must have thought it was deon/siling/kele D:]

"Good morning dear! Haha you haven't woke up?"

"Haha of course not! it's only like what? ... *gazes at clock* 8.19?"

"Haha alright alright, Fiona i need our help on saturday's open house."

"Oh but i'll be tour guide-ing eh... HUH?! *gawps at caller ID* MRS YAP?!!"

"Haha yesyes i need your help with our booth on PW."

"Huh?! uhh but i'm not in your pw, and moreover i have to be tour guide-ing...Sorry..."

"Oh... it's okay it's okay. Can you give me Hazel and Kangsing's number?"

"Huh? who? *rolling about on bed*"

"Your classmates, Hazel and Kangsing."

huh who are these people? ohohoh! wait, i don't really know them.
THEY ARE MY CLASSMATES? SINCE WHEN?! @.@

~dead silence~

"Oh oh oh! i think i've got the wrong Fiona! You are not Qiuyan from 2BN right?"

"Uhh... no?" well, at least i don't think so xD

"OMG OMG! Sorry dear! i've got the wrong Fiona! sorry dear sorry sorry!"

"Oh LOL! haha it's okay."

HA HA HA xDD
okok that pretty much sums up my morning.
LOL okayyyyyy~ anyway's went to HENG's prettyaye house.

[haha yes yes, room-warming!]
ONG and CHUA were there too. ((:
heh. we were just slackin' around; well, maybe not only slackin'
*smirks XD
haha; you've gotta admit hangin' around these FANTA-BULOUS peeps
are waaaaaayyyy more meaningful than rotting on your own. HAHAHAHAHA ;D
i shan't tell you the wonderful little things we did,
THOUGH YOU MUST ME DYING TO KNOW WHAT 4 PRETTYAYE DANCERS HAD BEEN UP TO.
hahahaha. kill you with suspense. LOL random seh. 8DD

we've GOT TO have more of these superb outings k!

went to AJISEN'S @parkway for lunch.
TON TORO RAMEN IS LOVED BY 4 PRETTYAYE DANCERS.
you really ought to try it man ;DD
though i must say that the price ain't that delicious. HOHOHO xD
and gosh. we so damn tai-tai luhh. WE CABBED TO SCHOOL. yay us man;D

dance was@ studio today. and can you believe it? there was actually air-con eh!

WHOO-HOO! xD

dance wasn't that tedious today. HAHA guess why.

*twitches eyebrow at deon/amd/rachel/kele* XD

OH WELLS, IT WAS MARVELLOUS ANYWAY ((:

i'm ~~itching~~ DYING to post pictures.

USB CABLE!~MAN I'D NEVER THOUGHT I'D MISS YOU SO MUCH~~

quick someone! lend me your USB cable and i'd do your science homework.

*haha well if there is any XDD*

speaking of which,

FIONA IS EXTREMELY PROUD OF HERSELF

cause she's completed:

1. 80% of her maths assignment,

2. two-thirds of her chinese;

3. and 0.2 of her english.

HAH. LET'S SEE YOU OWN HER IN THAT.

LOL. that was veh veh veh veh randommmmm~

WE LOVE EMILY though she's not as funnehhhh as the muttons

because she puts daniel's dedications to me first in her show.

thank you thank you once again, dan;DD

hokayy cya tomorow(:

♥F.IONAA

Tuesday, October 28

THANKS FOR THE GREAT SONG DEDICATION, DAN ;D

I'M SO BLOODDDDYYYYY TOUCHED!

haha we're gonna have a fabulous BHB halloween.

with our beloved BHB chairman xDD

SPEEDY RECOVERY, CHEW!~

yes.

it's so damn boring that it spooks me. *shudders

if you guys are wondering why in the blazing heavens am i not posting photos,

you won't wanna know.

or perhaps you would; but you'd first get me a CARTON of chill pills first.

i'd break a leg for a USB cable.

wait. on second thought, NO WAYYYY. D:

but hell i really need a USB cable now.

mannnn, i'm seriously gonna rot to death.

daniel's been my only source of entertainment besides tv& com

i don't think homework amuses me. not at all.

LOL. dan's posting about me almost everyday.

haha yes yes, i'm grateful, DUMB BLOND xD

god please put us into the same class next year.

be it 9sub or 8lit. please, god~ ;D

cause we could really use each other. HAHA xD

thanks for listening to me blabblabblab on msn k!~ ((:

hokayy here's a random expired quiz ripped from tiara's blog.

RULES:- Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle-

For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?

The Reason [Hoobastank] -tell me why the hell i'm even listening to you. HAHA ;D

2. How would you describe yourself?

Talk Play Love [Anyband] -i like to TALK, PLAY, and LOVE(!)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Behind These Hazel Eyes [Kelly Clarkson] -i like guys with hazel eyes? LOL xD

4. How do you feel today?

口袋的天空 [张韶函] -uhh... my outlook's really a little limited today(?)

5. What is your life's purpose?

Step Up [Samantha Jade] -oh yes, life's all about making improvements ;D

6. What is your motto?

Keep Holding On [Avril Lavigne] -haha this makes sense(:

7. What do your friends think of you?

Toxic [Britney Spears] -i'm so poisonous that they touch me and die. RRRIIIGGGHHHTTTT.

8. What do you think of your parents?

Baby We're Invincible [A Rocket To The Moon] -my parents and i are invincible, so you'd beta watch out(!) LOL!

9. What do you think about very often?

A Thousand Miles [Vanessa Carlton] -hmm... i do think alot about travelling~ -.-

10. What is 2 + 2?

我就是这样 [刘力扬] -我就是这样; who gives a damn about the answer to 2+2?

11. What do you think of your best friends?

Easy [Paula Deanda] -easy to get along with~ GOSH THIS MAKES TOTAL SENSE(!) ;D

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Body Language [Heidi Montag] -uhh... he can improve on that? LOL ._.

13. What is your life story?

My Happy Ending [Avril Lavigne] -haha my life will have a happy ending, so far so good((:

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Just So You Know [Jesse McCartney] -well, you'll never know! =.="

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Our Lips Are Sealed [Hilary Duff] -HAHA I WON'T TELL YOU. xDD

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Our Song [Taylor Swift] -haha yes yes! this is good man! OUR SONG xDD

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Get Up [Ciara] -RIGHT. and i'd jump outta my grave to hammer them xD

18. What is your hobby/interest?

Dance Floor Anthem [Good Charlotte] -hahaha yes i like to dance. and i like to listen to non-stop great hits ;DD

19. What is your biggest fear?

Stop and Stare [One Republic] -uhh i'm afraid of people who stare at me? LOL. XD

20. What is your biggest secret?

Drive [Vanessa Hudgens] -uhh that i have a driving licence and has already knocked down 75462316 people? LOL 8DD

21. What do you think of your friends?

Miracle [Cascada] -they are the fantastic miracles in my life. THANK GOD FOR THEM(:

22. What will you post this as?

Welome to My Life [Simple Plan] -haha yes this post is all about me ROTTING. whee~ -.-

hope you've been somewhat amused(:

♥,

-F.IONAA

Monday, October 27

current mood: -.-" need i explain much(?)

tuning in to: I Will Believe It [Cascada]

HEYY EARTHLINGS!~

i've updated my playlist. haha i couldn't bear to delete the old songs though~

listen and gimme your comments k!

watched HSM3 with the oh-so-lovely! cousins today.

Dylan kor treat me and Natasha jie. WHOO-HOO!~ ok LOL xD
VONDEFULLLL MOVAYYY, i tellja. ;DD

ooh everyone's rotting.

ME INCLUSIVE.

believe it or not, i've actually started with the holiday assignments.

yes, the chinese thang and the engligh 1001 words blah.

no, your eyes ain't playing tricks on you. HAHA xDD

thought the chinese assignment was quite crappy though 8DD

Fiona
n. a type of vehicle.
"Girl, can I see your Fiona?" "Sure you can, my man."

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Fiona!

Ostriches stick their heads in Fiona not to hide but to look for water.
Fiona can usually be found in nests built in the webs of large spiders.
Astronauts get taller when they are in Fiona.
Birds do not sleep in Fiona, though they may rest in her from time to time.
Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by Fiona!
Fiona can not regurgitate.
The pharoahs of ancient Egypt wore garments made with thin threads of beaten Fiona.
Bees visit over three million flowers to make a single kilogram of Fiona.
Fiona can't sweat.
You should always store Fiona in an airtight container in the fridge.

haha. i'm THAT bored xDD

-F.IONAA♥

current mood:sleeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyy
tuning in to: daniel's blog song. [Jesus You're the Reason(?)]

*yawn~
time check: 1.27a.m. (?!)
yepps it's like real late now. if you see this post on time,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!
YOU OUGHTA BE HAVING YOUR BEAUTY SLEEP, BABE!

oh lol! i'm gettin' ever-so-random miannnn.
haha was gayyyyyy-ing with daniel(bhb!) on msn just now.
LOL even posted about me getting online. i'm flattered xD
we were just crapping around; talking about streaming choices, blahblah.
well since some one was so cool to dedicate half a post to me, HERE GOES!

> dan:
FINALLY man. we really oughta fix a schedule to go online together
[hmmm how about EVERYDAY?] oh and SMS-es! 8DD
so we can bhb until we faint. HAHAHA xDD
eh how you know about the 38/40 out-of-point-compo-thing?
oh SERENE. teeheezxzxz ;D

HANDSOME, we're so gonna jio our bhb club chairman out together some day eh?
MUST K! so we can all bhb until we die(!)
and yes we should SOOOOO write about how 'HAWTTTT' each other is. LOL!
yepps! hope we get into the same class k! though i think 9sub for me is not quite likely-.-
;D thanks for all the ghei-ing sessions. HOPE TO CYA SOON HANDSOME!

tag replies(!)
>Jeanelli: yala yala words of wisdom luhh. HEH. love crappin' with ya loads too man. I MEAN SHARING WORDS OF WISDOM. xDD welcome~ ((:

>Vicky: haha i don't have decent photos of some of us so i went around goup-ing from people's blog. HEH. welcome~((:
and yes, jiaen is the ULTIMATE NOOB, remember? XD

>Gerontius: haha thanks for the compliment. bye for now; cause we're gonna see each other soon(?) LOL. thanks for all the silliest moments on msn (though you always crazily spam me) XD
>Jiaen: well, THANKS FOR THE NOOB TAG, YOU NOOB 8DD

>Siling: YAY US:D haha i really hope to get into 9sub too!~ though chances are really slim D:

>Eunice: haha i think that's a very nice and decent photo of you ((:

>Dingyi: LOL? haha okayy thanks for the tag anyway;DD

Saturday, October 25

feeding my soul with: I'm Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman [Britney Spears]

it's a sweet old song. (2003?) but hell it's damn nice xD

ALOHA WORLD!~

first, tag replies!

>Siling: haha no luh those posts are not directed at you. there's more irritating people out there. you won't wanna know more. your dedication's coming right up! ((:

>Joanne: HAHA not bad right! and i still want you to send me the songs!~~ lol we took thispic at the audi (that time the prize presentation thang) oh haha i know i rock. WE ROCK. you're the stone kindaf rock. HAHA JKJK! xD

>Clarissa: LOL! betcha're damn honoured. WHO'S BLOG ARH!? lol bhb bhb* XD

>Tzewei: LMAO. i shall not expose you of the 'COPY+ PASTE' thang. OOPS I THINK I JUST DID. xDD in anyways, i'll miss you too k! and LAME luhh. it wasn't the colours that took me sooooo long. it was the meaningful stuff that you foolishly call 'CRAP' -.-

>Eunice: huh? NO LUHH! nehhhhmind. Fret not! i have a much prettier pic of you in my dedication for you!~ CHIOBU NEH!~

>Vicky/ Jeanelli: Your wish is my command. OH GOSH THAT'S SO CHEESYYYY! 8DD

>Dan: yesyes, you ARE smart. i was referring to you anyway. YOU ARE SO DAMN SMART THAT IT SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE. haha cya on 14nov(:

>Whizz: lol my post is 'cool' YAY ME! ;DD no luhh. i'm planning to but you 2 STRIPS of beautex tissue as a farewell gift((:

>Sally: hope you don't mind eh? HAHA it's not thaaaaatttt unglam, actually. i hope long post is a compliment. HELL i don't care, i'll take it as a compliment. LOL! xD

lemme tellja more about my thursday!

though it's like kinda expired. @.@

THURSDAY
mr. chua rocks your socks k! like literally!~
they've had the school socks altered so we won't have to fold them.
HAH. they SOOOOO should have done this long ago right? XD
oh and mondays only start on 8.20a.m. from next year on.
WOOTS! ohh-kayyyy so maybe it's not all that a good news since it doesn't really make a difference.
well at least we can now sleep in later/ have more time to ~~copy~~ complete undone homework in the morning(?) LOL 8DD

"You all think the school don't know anything arh! Councillors is the voice of the student population okay!"
"Ignorant is not Bliss."
yesyes, Mr. Chua. are you ignorant of your pathetic grammar? XD
great first step taken, school; now eradicate monday assemblys! ;DD

got back the report book(!)
haha okayyyy luh. not too bad, seeing that i totally screwed my papers this time.
overall percentage: 72.2 [byebye 9sub~~]
LIR6 Aggregate: 8.
Level Position: 79.
not the kind of results that will make you wanna scream GHEYYYY.
but just damn glad that i improved larh. by 64 positions eh.
surely i deserve some credit, if not applause? HAHA BHB LUHH*

met up with Siling right after. WE TOOK 12 TO BUGIS.
be jealous i've had a date with her, and you DON'T. lol random!~~
we'd lunched at Yoshinoya, iscream@ mac's.
that's not the important part anyway.
THE JUICY LITTLE GOSSIPS ARE *smirks; twitches eyebrow at Siling((:
we lingered around bugis street and all~
haha and we bought earrings. the same ones summore. LOL!
our last stop@ Kinokuniya.
cause Miss Pangseh would rather go home and read her stupid comic than with me.
HMPH! haha i'm just kiddin'. we were somewhat rotting anyway-.-

ONG SILINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
here's your late dedication~
HEY BABE! your fringe is sooooo totally okay! in fact, i think it's nice!
lol lol! you larh! paranoid for nothing@.@ it's really alright k~
plus, HAIR GROWS. just keep pulling it or SOMETHING xD
thurs was BRILLIANT(:
thanks for all the silliest moments and laughing our tonsils out~
someday we've gotta wear that prettyaye pair of earrings out together k!
and yes, i wanna catch a movayyy! ;D
haha just wanna letcha know that i love ya loads too! ♥ ♥ ♥

-F.IONAA

Friday, October 24

REBEL PARTY ~~07;08~~ forever

a picca collage of what i feel had been most memorable to me(:

i really really really love you guys k! from the bottom of my heart. REALLY.
i love EVERY SINGLE PART OF US.
even the ahem-ahem people. even the specks of dust in the classroom.
i love all the things we'd done; even the silliest/most insignificant ones.
i love our hysterical laughter; how we will chant "NABEII FUGGIU LUHHH".
i love us working real hard together to make things work.
i love us learning together; screwing up the easiest tests together.
i love us crapping and fooling around; being random with the lamest stuff.

REALLY.
i'd burn a hole in my brain to be US forever ;D

graffiti of 2RP© oh gosh we are oh-so-talented!

BEACH CLEANING'07
oh boy, we will never get to do these crazy stuff again.

DRAMA NIGHT'07
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD man! look at those costumes& makeup(s)

WE ♥ SWENSENS

EUNICE'S BIRTHDAY PARTYYYAYE '08
i swear i will remember ALL your birthdays~(:

CROSS COUNTRY '08
[though we didn't win 'most patriotic' HECK LUH xD]

we had been one. we are one. we will be one.

heyy i really love you girls!~

NTUC trip ._.

BAZAAR BY THE LAKE
us working hard together to put stuff in place~~(:
times when we strive hard together to excel

times when we have a really good laugh, probably not knowing the reason why ourselves xDD

~~yellow~~MISS NG, we will miss you tons too~!

HOKAYYY

HERE ARE THE PERSONAL DEDICATIONS TO

MY MUCH LOVED GIRLFRIENDS IN AREEEE-PEEEEHHH.

#1: Eunice Bek

HEY GIRL!~thank you for all the great girly moments and all that HORNEHH talk k! xD

all the best for your year 3 and of course, with Mr. KK 8DD

#2: Clarissa ChernCLARISSA! thanks for perking up my life with your hysterical laughters.

wishin' ya the best of the best in VEE-JAYYY~

and yes, i'm gonna miss the "NABEII FUGGIU LUHHH" moments too(!) xD

#3: Teresa LiewHEY HANDSOME! haha lol teresa!~ i love crapping sessions with you especially during FRCs! ;D

you've GOT TO miss me when you're in ANNN-JAYYY k! i insist! LOL xD

#4: Lim Ding Yi

LDY! you superb artist! go take O Level art luhh~~ 8D

haha good luck for next year k!

#5: Luo HuiruHWEEEEERUUUU! thanks for the funfunnehneh bus moments; and for all the gr8 advice.

i'd really miss your loud voice and sudden outbursts in class k! LOVE YA BRACES 8D

#6: Yvonne Ng

VONN THE GAL. i will remember you for being so being such a SMART ASS and for freezing everybody with your uncle/mcdonald/daniel mo-haa-mat AND beibiwuchi lame jokes!~

best of luck for the future~ (though i'm damn sure you won't need it xD)

#7: Sun Wing Yin

HEY CHICKEEAAAANNN! i'll remember you as a KFC and mokana fan ! (and as a person who keeps telling me to shut my trap) thanks for all the crapping moments k!

hope you'll get into the combi of YOUR choice(:

#8: Tan Jia En

YOU BALL GIRL! haha i'm sooo gonna remember you for being so sick and for your felines.

and of course for cutting jasmon's hair. WAHAHA xDD cya often on plurk!

#9: Tan Si Yan Sally

SALLEH! i hope you don't mind i chose this not-so-glam of pic of you.

cause this reminds me of dance camp. heh.

I WILL MISS YOU.though i will still see you in dance more than often HAHA ;DD

#10: Tan Yan Yu Jeanelli

JI-NAI-LEEEE! haha jkjk! you sexyyaye penguin. 8DD

i'd really miss all the crappy and random stuff you say.

I'M GONNA MISS YOU HELL LOADS. keep in touch k!

and yes we hate her to the core XD

#11: Tay Hui Ling Joanne

JOJO!~~ i'm soooo gonna miss you man! all that crappy but meaningful stuff you say.

i remember every one okayye! BRING THE HORSE OVER THE CHRIST, for instance. xDD

and yes you are so ghei for being so smart. HAHA :D

#12: Tjia Wen Chien Vicky

V-KEY BABE. i'm gonna bloody miss you. BLOOOOODDDYYYY.

we've known each other for like what? 8 years? betcha didn't realise man xD

i love the moments where we go on and on crapping like no one's business.

we've GOT TO keep in contact k! (:(:

#13: Yuan Siqi

heyy siki! thanks for all the great moments we shared.

oh and we share water/food/practically everything(!)

yesyes, you are very MAN. haha xDD

don't kill me for this pic k! i don't have a decent photo of you xD

hope you get into 9sub/ triple science!~ ALL THE BEST! (:

#14: Ang Sing Yan

GSY! i'm gonna miss you too! though you are really way too ghei/auntie at times.

well, that's not too bad a thing for your case luhh 8DD

no offence but i enjoy watching you tormented when people don't pay up class funds.

IT'S A COMPLIMENT. xD

#15: Gerontius Lim Jun Theng

HOI GERONTIUS! just to letcha know, YOU AMAZE ME.

with your stunning results. and the craziest things you do.

spamming me with emoticons that make me cross-eyed, for instance.

GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS! ;DD

#16: Jasmon Hoh Wan Ting

heyy big bird papa! remember this? the time when you were late for our lit project.

SPASTIC LUHH. and you still owe me, siki and jiaen a meal. AND MY ALLOWANCE.

but nevertheless, i'm wanna say a BIG THANK YOU for all those beautex tissues.

all the best in vjc; but remember us k! MUST HORH xD

this post took me superrrr long.

cause i had a really tough time putting all those overwhelmed emotions into words.

looking at the pics, i got all scrawny inside.

it reminds me of how we have worked hard and played hard and had real fun together.

it potrays a pretty evidence of our growth and independence over these 2 years

YET.

it pokes me in the ribs, slashing at me the truth that we'd all be going different ways soon.

oh well. this can't be helped.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY CHERISH YOU GUYS(!)

everything inevitebly must come to an end.

but i'm damn sure that our friendships will go on forever and forever.

it'll never be the same. it's not likely we'll be as close as we are now.

but hell, i know these wonderful memories will be etched to our hearts till eternity.

your's and mine.

lastly, i'd just like to express my appreciation to every one of you.

Thank You.

谢谢.

Terima Kasih.

Arigatou.

Kawp Koon Karh.

Merci

Danke.

Muchas Gracias.

Grazie.

All meaning,THANK YOU.♥

Wednesday, October 22

current mood: all scrawny inside )':
tuning in to: Crawling Back To You [Backstreet Boys]

2 years

24months
731 days [yes crazy bush reminded me that it's a leap year this.]
17544 hours
1052640 minutes
63158400 seconds.
that's a loooong time, seriously.
we've known each other for THAT LONG. (betcha didn't realise.)
(:

I really don't know what to say.
one of those rare moments when you catch me speechless.
[yeah and wingyin is forever telling me to shutup cause she can't overtalk me xD]

gosh. this is all too much for little 14-year olds to take.
and 15/16/17 year olds too.

i really can't tell you guys how i'm feeling now cause it's really overwhelming inside.

will post more tomorrow.
look out for the dedications! ;D

♥, FIONA.

Tuesday, October 21

BLASTING my ears with: DANCE FLOOR ANTHEM [Good Charlotte]

today's been a WONDERFUL day for me.
haha perhaps not WONDERFUL.

but hell ya you get what i mean xDD